I wish you could see how loved you are and how blessed you are to BE loved. Not to be redundant but We (your family) ... truly have so much LOVE for you; I am not sure you'll ever know. Remember even when you cannot see us Doug, that we are there! ...that emptiness in your eyes, it is truly piercing. It's not what I am used to seeing. It's as if you have been robbed of your very soul and being? Where is my husband.
Honestly, It makes me want to protect you somehow?
I hope Doug, that someday, you will come back to us. It is up to you and it always has been. We are proud of you for serving our country!