…A Bad Case of COGNITIVE DISSONANCE

…HIS bad case of COGNITIVE DISSONANCE is all it was. a. Cognitive Dissonance Escape Yours Escape, disclose, and pour out, trickle, drip A pinch, a smidgen of Blame to taste Careful Not too “salty” for I "diggit" NOT "I" diggit nothing b. My Damn reality, Enemy, Friend? Pity me My efforts Who can’t see I tried? Deliberate Decided “D” For Done Always in vain You fool me, You fool you that's what you do c. Beguiled by- Beguiled by self Ζ ...Your denial impedes your flow d. Cope Repress Suppress Keep inside Hold back Diverge, Affections, LIES e. “Plan b” Bottle-up Make a call all Contrived adj. Avoidance Stifled Limit Inhibit Please would you Contain your lies Keep in check Control Block-out Cover up Conceal Bottle-up And hide Expression… …Express No, No. No! Yes! Yes, Yes. Suppression Defragment (pause) Suppress, Complete Tag Out Maintenance, Maintenance Relief Oh Lies! “Regroup” (Letter) Dear Suppression, I ask You must Must even please, Emphatically, Enforce REINFORCE Consciously, forcefully There you are: my Avoidance my Inhibition Particular memories Desires, reprised thoughts those "Memories" Deny Wait Reproachful Over power Wear out Wear thin Lie to truth External -Within Your reality tires me. sorry I’m free Why is there never anything to share? Because I loved you baby, Once, ILdYB CIAO I mean Goodbye